It may seem strange to say, but for some reason my peace cannot be disturbed. It may be bothered for a second, and then I remember why I am in certain situations, and the impact I have on lives. Praying on a lot of situations and people has humbled me in many different ways, even when I don’t think so much about the affects of myself, I still do and care for others. The smiles on people’s faces when they read my blogs done for them, or when they think I was going to do one thing, and I do a totally different thing brings me so much joy because you expected this of me, and I bring you more or different.
Attending stands for the youth and youth club I am in is a prime example, I’ve discussed this when I first became a member of the “Smrtgrlz Club,” I walked up to their stand and brought three things for myself, upon paying, I paid extra. The looks on their faces was amazing because they were so confused as to why I gave them more money than my total was. Once I said, I want the next three items from a customer to be paid with the remaining balance that I had, their smiles were bright. It brought me peace knowing I was doing a good deed that someone didn’t even think of, it doesn’t take much to support small businesses. The SmrtGrlz did infact use that money to pay for the next customer who actually thanked me, and the smiles on those girls as they ran to tell me that they had done what I asked was amazing. See little did anyone know, I had taught them many things in one while following our oath. I vowed to empower other young women to become smarter, and have pride within themselves, mission accomplished! A happy customer walked away with a paid service already, those girls instantly wanted to do more and even questioned me as to why I did such a thing. It’s called more than just support, it’s letting you know that if I can do it, you can too. Not many of us stick together to grow together, which we ended up doing, and that’s how I became their blogger. When it comes to sharing events and ideas, I have no problem writing for them because all have inspired each other.
Another thing that does not disturb my peace is when I take a look at what I have, versus what I had or could have had because I know something is going to change. Doors open and close for a reason, maybe that wasn’t the door to walk through at that moment, and that’s why it has shut because a better one is going to open, and I’m fine with that. Even if I have to do it alone, it’s the mindset that things are going to be messed up for a while before they can get better, and when they get better, I may be in a better position in life.
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