As a woman, sometimes we always want this and that, to be spoiled. Do you spoil your man, or fault him for your previous relationships, and faults? Insecurity in a relationship is very common. Ya’ll say ya’ll love one another, but go through phones, call each other “Wya?”. If you gotta do all that, there... Continue Reading →
It sounds very strange that I, the peer advocate for almost everything did not post about epilepsy on November 1st, but I showed it off to the world. I was proud to wear my purple, I was proud to remind epileptic people that it was national epilepsy awareness month. You know why? Because those 27... Continue Reading →
I’ve found a home to walk in the path of God in, finally! A place that makes me feel comfortable. The lord said “Come as you are.” I came in so confused back in July. I came in confusion on many things. It wasn’t that I wasn’t sure of what I was doing, it was... Continue Reading →
As humans, we have the toughest pride. We hate to hear the “truth”. This is what we may not necessarily agree with, but because it’s said, you start to believe it yourself. If you’re one who can take great constructive criticism, it goes well. If not, you’ll end up saying and doing things you’ll regret.... Continue Reading →
So here I am back, after weeks of not speaking and keeping you guys updated. First and foremost I cannot stress this enough, EITHER WEAR YOUR MASK OR STAY HOME! That covid is NO joke. I caught it back in the earlier part of December preventing me from getting my second oral surgery. The look... Continue Reading →
Here’s to being thankful! Thankful for another year, another breath of fresh air, another moment of peace even when there sometimes seems to be no way to find it. I’m thankful for how far I’ve come along, health wise, mentally, and physically. The devil tried to knock me down plenty of times, when all I... Continue Reading →
I’ve been battling Epilepsy since age 19. At first I caught myself waking up in the middle of the night with a shirt drenched in sweat, next I caught myself hearing thousands of “Jessica” that I just couldn’t answer too. At that moment it was like anything triggered it, I cried, I seized, I stressed,... Continue Reading →
Isn’t it crazy, crazy how life works. It literally does a 360, and if you’ve done right by life; and forgiven yourself with true intentions to be pure, all is well. I sit and I think, certain times I used to cry, hysterically, about things that I had no control over. I wanted life to... Continue Reading →
When I first stepped foot into the Jersey club game heavily, I was just getting my feet wet. People was hitting it to the beat at parties, and someone I always was around was in that circle. Befriending and having Jersey Club Dj's and Producers in my family became a eye opener. I began to... Continue Reading →
If you balance your life off of others and their actions, you may never see the positivity or growth, hell even ambition within yourself. Depression is a life-taking state; it can literally take your life or allow you to take over it. Now there is no easy way to tell someone coming out of a... Continue Reading →
When I first met Stevie Styles, I never expected to manage him. I actually looked to Stevie for a sense of help almost; just an ear, via Clubhouse. Instead, I seen and heard something a lot of people didn't of Stevie; which is what pushed me to push him forward. I'm not perfect in listening... Continue Reading →
Dj Swiggs has came back and claimed his throne, respectfully. Party after party including personal life, and still finding time, coffee, and advil. With a very organized and defensive team behind his back, Swiggs always manages to get this done with or without you. Now what I love the most about him is " What... Continue Reading →
What you allow to happen will continue. If you continue to accept something less of what you deserve, you devour your worth in all aspects. Quality over quanity can be interpreted in many different ways. In your work, or talent, how fast you work, or the amount of content you release does not matter if... Continue Reading →
Covid has put us all in a huge lockdown towards others, or depression. Babies have become scared of others, children have lost friendships, and adults are stressed preparing to, and teaching from home. Just the other day, I was listening to 90’s r&b. I’m a 90’s baby, no matter how old I get, that era... Continue Reading →
Living in a pandemic as such isn't very easy. Our children can no longer see their bestfriend everyday, or play outside without worrying about their asthma. We really have to watch how we breathe and "smell" around our elderly. Funerals have become real nightmares and the cause of therapy along with therapy needed for the... Continue Reading →
This poem was created years ago when given 3 words to create a poem with, can you guess which ones? A better tomorrow Everyday I pray for a better tomorrow because my anxiety is high and my anguish is harrow. I just have to stay strong no matter what, and fight through the tough times... Continue Reading →
They try to knock us down, cuz they hate to see us smile. Instead all we really tryna do is make our families proud. We all cut from the same cloth, bleed the same blood, but for some weird reason we don't reciprocate that love. Black lives matter, oh and yours do too, but nobody... Continue Reading →
It should never take for something to happen in order for one to realize they have responsibilities. We as humans tend to get sidetracked with the thoughts and impressions of others forgetting we have our own responsibilities. One of my favorite responsibilities is taking care of my house. It truly showed me who’s there for... Continue Reading →
Ever met a DJ/Producer so humble? Someone who doesn’t always brag or try and knock anyone's hustle? It’s 93rd DUH! DJ’ing since age 15, 93rd already made a huge impact on the lives of many. Expanding his work out of town, still putting on for his city working with some of the hottest; his music... Continue Reading →
So I was on my way to work after leaving the frame and seen nothing but masks all over. Roads were empty, businesses were closed, and along comes the funeral procession. Typically the cop leads, and the rest follow with hazard lights on as done. Now as “Dangerous” as this virus is, and we are... Continue Reading →
Premonitions " A strong feeling that something is about to happen," ehh. Do you believe in those? Do you believe in that gut feeling you get when something isn't right? I do. Every time I say "Something feels weird," or I randomly awake from my sleep, something is bound to happen, good or bad. I... Continue Reading →
You've already blessed me with the continuous support of strangers, acquaintances, friends, family, as we exit 2019. The loyalty to myself #1 was much needed. I came to focus when bills had to be paid and I sort of jumped into everything throwing so much work upon myself that I fell behind a tad bit;... Continue Reading →
Each morning I wake up thinking " I don't wanna go to work," or "Damn, I gotta do this and that," which is nobody's fault but mine. It's about being an adult and owning up to responsibilities. Some of these things I signed up for on my own, other things like life, I didn't ask... Continue Reading →
It's about that time again! Time to stay as warm and positive minded as possible. That time where we often overlook other situations and perspectives. It's time for The 2nd Annual Revolution Of Love Coats and Clothes Drive. Having experienced the life of a shelter, little to none clothing and stretched means of living, I... Continue Reading →
Another year, another tournament. Everybody knows when a trophy is in hand, it's always a #2eZ way near. Last year and the year before that it was way #2eZ with Clutch. Soon as someone says basketball, I'm looking for him or the NBA. Ya'll remember this: Although they did not take the trophy home,... Continue Reading →
So there is this guy that I see each day with the same sad look on his face and the same sad walk. We've all experienced someone or something like that before. Now today, I just so happened to grab a slice of pizza before running errands, and here he goes walking in. As I'm... Continue Reading →
It's not many who think about others the way you think about yourself. Putting yourself before others and making sure you're straight, Not Ms.Stacey! Well of course she's always straight, but such a caring woman to everyone not just in Livay's " Welcome To The Sweet Shop." Back at it again with another way of... Continue Reading →
The best part of music is that it is mainly used as a form of expression wether it be to "get lit" or "get in ya bag". We each have our own style of deliverance via music and ThatBoiiTone don't got time for no stupid n*gga, if you gon' do it than do it n*gga.... Continue Reading →
You see, people prayed on my downfall, and I prayed for myself, and those who prayed on my downfall. I was told I have too good of a heart, but if somebody doesn't pave the way of positivity, who will? Everybody's entitled to their own opinion, but I love seeing people happy, it warms my... Continue Reading →
So yesterday I threw out an opportunity for my viewers to ask what they wanted to see and discuss. How did they want the next "literaturebyjessc" surprise to come about? A great answer was thrown at me by my boy Comma Gz. Why don't I go live with a few other talents, some that I've... Continue Reading →
"If you don't stand for something, you'll fall for everything." In being who you are, if you don't defend yourself, you'll fall for anything. People will walk all over you, life will walk all over you. I abide by this statement in everything I do in life. Staying on top of things could be one... Continue Reading →
Ya'll remember when Supa Dizz took that trophy April 1st last year? And then May 19th he brought his own #Progress inna di place! Ah paat two dis?! We back to see who claims the dancehall thrown. We back to see who really want it, who do YOU think wants it? I could give you... Continue Reading →
As I walked through North Plainfield last week, I seen signs in people's windows not realizing that they were actually teachers. "No contract, Still working, Always caring." This touched my heart in so many ways because this actually shows that irregardless to a situation, teachers care about their students. I mean think about it, teachers... Continue Reading →
As electronics continue to progress generations through generations, they continue to take away from who we are as people. It takes away from our social life. Believe it or not, we check our phones and post photos and statuses on social media more than we say "I love you," to one another. It's not just... Continue Reading →
You can not tell someone, or shall I say force them rather, on who and what to believe in. But we can all believe we came from something and someone. Now there are times where I hear people complain when someone is speaking religiously not believing that things don't happen through God. In my opinion,... Continue Reading →
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