Most people don’t understand who I truly am, and why I do the things I do. Sometimes I stick to myself if I feel that it’s more comfortable, and sometimes I can be very outgoing. I’m the lending hand in the back of the crowd who doesn’t emphasize everything I’ve done for myself or anyone else. That’s how “Literaturebyjessc” came about. I started off doing poems, and then I’d give advice to people who were going through things worse than me, and less severe. At the time my mental state wasn’t even in the correct area, but I did it. And that’s what kept people coming back for more, and more.
I’m a great friend, and I have a great personality. Those who knew me as “Literaturebyjessc” didn’t know who Jessica really was. They say Geminis have split personalities; both Jessica and “Literaturebyjessc” carry the same standards and personalities. I’d give you the shirt off my back even if I knew you had a sweater because “It is more blessed to give than to receive”. I’d always tell people my purpose is just to help. I’m not here for anything else, but to help. It seemed as though everyone who crossed my path needed help or was going through something that they couldn’t explain themselves. It’s like it all gravitated towards me, and I never understood why. Jessica never complains of anything. If I can do it, I got you! If I can’t, I’ll find a way. The crazy part is, you can see me walking anywhere, and never know if I’m going through something or what it is because of the way I carry myself. The devil once saw me with my head down until I said amen, and my oh my was he upset! I don’t allow anyone to block my blessings or my purpose.
The main thing that people don’t understand about me is, I’ll never stop being me for anybody. Not for him, not for her, not for them. If I change myself for one, I have to change for everybody, and that’s not being genuine. Another thing people don’t understand about me is the way I continue to push through the days while having a lifetime disability. If I didn’t speak on it so much, people wouldn’t know. My heart is pure gold, and sometimes that can be a huge problem. People take advantage of my lending hands, take my kindness as a weakness, when I’m only doing the job of the Most High. I will forever walk in the path of righteousness because I wasn’t made to be anything other than me. Ironically, myself and DJ Jheat both said the same thing, “My purpose is to help people, that’s what I was put on this earth for”. To know us is to love us. I’d answer my phone at 4am, after a seizure, or the middle of my sleep to listen to you, but will they?
- Literaturebyjessc ( Jessica Hunter )
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