Negative thoughts are usually what they call the devil trying to force yourself to believe a certain way. Somebody stated to me that you have two angels on each side of your shoulders, both whispering to you. On one side is an angel, and on the other side is the devil, and yes I’ve had that experience before. The way I started handling my negative thoughts was putting everything into writing and just letting it go after I wrote about it. With me, once I fully write about something, I am now over the situation, and it is given to God himself. For no weapon against. me shall prosper.
Now, my ways have changed. I find a positive through every negative, because that’s the best way to do it. Having bonus children have really opened my eyes to a lot of things. Their voices matter, and the way the love makes me forget anything is ever negative, so I gotta go hard for them. I turned a negative situation into a positive by providing them with everything I can even if it costs me my own happiness sometimes. When you have someone who looks up to you or depends on you for certain things, it’s hard to ignore that. I changed the way I think overall, because if I think negative, what are they going to do? You have to pay attention to your surroundings, and how they revolve around you.
Now as of lately, it seems as though the world is off, everyone is going through something. It’s very weird considering he fact that I am very in tuned with spirit and retrogrades. My spirit talks to me before my gut, therefor I am already aware that something is coming or has came whether my brain knows the full idea or not. Usually each time I get connected with spirit, I am always correct. I built for that type of energy, God knew what he was doing, and I am truly blessed to carry that instinct. The only thing that can make that hard is those things come with I wouldn’t necessarily say “negative,” but warnings, and a lot of those warnings I ignored until it got too late, and God made me open my eyes himself. That included finances, and everything dealing with my future. It only humbled me more to know that through every negative is always a better positive. I always believed I was just placed here to help people, but that’s not my purpose. I’m still figuring it out at 30 years old that I had to go through hell and hot water to receive the next positive, it’s a cycle that repeats and it always comes with a better lesson. This time around, a lot will be different, a lot will be better, as it has already started.
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