Telling me something?

Weird connections between the afterlife and the current life which tend to haunt us all in a way. I've always wondered what happens after one passes, or how they come to terms with their death. It might sound weird to say, but I think I finally found one of the main causes of my seizures.... Continue Reading →

“Life ain’t takin’ my joy!”

In life we are given many ups and downs. Situationships, financial issues, health issues, family/friend's death, but with the faith and hope some of us have today, we don't make it very far, or it's HARD, excuse me. I know I've been through continuous things back to back these past couple of months, but so... Continue Reading →

Drugs and Alcohol

I've watched people go through things and use alcohol and drugs as a way to get over things. Just because you're going through something doesn't mean you turn to drugs and alcohol endangering yourself especially when you have people looking up to you who could be a relative or not. Irregardless of the relationship, drugs... Continue Reading →

That snow!

I never realized how much my life depended on electricity and wifi until this past snow storm. Power lines were knocked down messing with cable, and now everyone is walking around with their phone glued in their hands. Sometimes, things like this happen and are meant to bring you and your loved ones closer as... Continue Reading →

Being Snowed In

Being snowed in has a major affect on us all. The roads were terrible, trees and power lines were down, and that wind was TERRIBLE. Some wanted snow, so they didn’t have to attend work, others didn’t want it. First off, such heavy snow in March? It was amazing to spend such time with my... Continue Reading →

After the funeral ..

Too often we loose things like a key and never find it, an I.d, and never find it; so you get another. Not everything you can get another of, or not everything you loose comes back. At a funeral of a loved one, you cry and cry. Once that casket’s buried, and you know you... Continue Reading →

Weather dreaming.

I know this may sound strange, but are you ever around someone and would like to say something, yet don't know how other's would look at you? The other day it rained, and me and my cousin both complained of our backs hurting when it is going to rain, or is doing so, and my... Continue Reading →

Stress Kills, Don’t Let It Kill You

Throughout life, I always chased what I didn't need or what wasn't good for me, in hopes that I could change that situation. Growing up chasing my dad to be in my life because that's every child's dream to have both parents, and the more I chase, the more he ran. Don't get me wrong,... Continue Reading →

“Untitled” (short story/poem)

So now my mornings start off with tea and medicine instead of coffee, but that’s fine, as long as I’m alive. I begin listening to instrumentals of songs because sometimes it sounds a lot better than the actual song with words. Some beats are more soothing than others and depending on your mood, it’s a... Continue Reading →

Gangs & Gun Violence.

I'm very glad that I'm always down to listen to others, because maybe I can influence a better decision or a different route. To rep a color, a building, a city, is fine, but to rep it so hard to where we are killing each other isn't okay. What is that doing for your life... Continue Reading →

  Never get too comfortable in any situation whether it be work, job, friendships, whatever, things change. In fact, it's always good to have a back up plan for something. The other day, I heard a conversation about a female quitting her job because she felt as though she was being well taken care of... Continue Reading →

What could be minor to you in symptoms could be major to you in health. Too often we loose friends and family due to unnoticed health issues. A physical is not a hard process. Sometimes you may feel nothing, yet go for a physical and receive news you didn't even know. That's me! Waited too... Continue Reading →

A cry for help.

Originally our mouths and body parts were a form of communication, that some don't know how to use in terms of communication. We go through things that scare us away from who we are as a person into who we are not used to or don't want to be, yet don't know how to speak... Continue Reading →

“In and Out of time” Performed by me.

Unable to post the video straight to the webpage, so I posted via instagram (CLICK HERE) to view me reciting my favorite poem by my favorite writer, "In and out of time", by Maya Angelou.

Finally got it, don’t want it.

You ever push for something so hard, and never get it? Knowing that you put your all into the actions you did trying to achieve a certain goal and fail is such a disappointment. But what's better is the feeling of knowing that you tried. Some people don't make it to the stage of trying.... Continue Reading →

How do YOU trust?

Such a neat freak! When everything around me is clean and neat, I am a very happy person. I love being organized and I am a very time-oriented person. If you say 6:15, I'm ready by 6:13, not 6:30. It's little things like that, that annoy me. Even staying organized and neat, I still loose... Continue Reading →

Anytime a holiday comes up such as Thanksgiving, Christmas, or Valentines day for example, the world makes such a big deal. But too often we fail to realize what some months really mean to us as people. Now, I don't know if it's just me, but with the drag of the month of February, all... Continue Reading →

Childhood memories

So since being placed on more medication, I haven't really had the chance to get my to-do list done, therefor, I've been slacking on my webpage. I have recited a poem of Maya Angelou's and created a poem, however the video is too big, so I am working on converting and editing the video. Anyway,... Continue Reading →

Holidays is just another day

Holidays and special events started to not mean much to me about 2 years back. It just wasn't understood, wasn’t the same without being around those you love the most. It's nice watching everybody else enjoy happiness, sometimes people just need a change in their lives to overcome why they don't enjoy certain things anymore.... Continue Reading →

Open-minded dreams.

Open-minded people are my favorite. The ones who analyze a situation or words from every point of view before speaking or acting upon it. It's also nice to bring up a scenario around others just to get a different point of view, or to see if someone else agrees/thinks the way you do. Each time... Continue Reading →

Communication

A day in Bridgewater mall for an outfit and some bourbon chicken, my favorite meal! I could go to the mall just to eat and taste test, food is my first love. Finally a calm day where I can enjoy myself, and was still tired with all that running around. Paperwork and appointments have really... Continue Reading →

Expect the Unexpected ?

Ever notice how when you expect for something to happen a certain way, for the most part it does. Or when you're so prepared for to walk out the door, but forget something? Why do they always say expect the unexpected? I know this sounds a bit weird, but when you don't expect things, it... Continue Reading →

Celebrating My Inspiration // Happy Black History Month !

In celebration of Black History Month, I would just like to take time to appreciate one of my major inspirations herself, Ms.Maya Angelou. Her style of writing as well as understanding of writing, or should I say her mindset in general is what inspires me the most. The word choices she uses to make you... Continue Reading →

Television

Television has changed so much over the years, people barely watch it anymore. Before, television time was a major way of bonding with family for a short period of time, in fact, children weren't even allowed to watch television for that long back then. Children were more encouraged to read a book or interact with... Continue Reading →

Black History Month

Officially known as Negro History week back in 1926 thanks to Carter G. Woodson, Happy Black History Month since 1976! There is never a month needed for me to personally celebrate my Ancestors, Inventors, and being black because I do so each day. But because we actually have a month dedicated to us, I will... Continue Reading →

Legalize it!

There is a lot of controversy between Marijuana and whether or not it should be legalized. Marijuana cures! Remember my friend I was telling you about with such an amazing personality, but also has epilepsy and a reflex disorder? Each time I'm with him, his nerves never stop moving and apparently there is really no... Continue Reading →

That Entenmann’s Day

Nothing like going home to Mom's where I'm sure to find an Entenmann's snack of some sort. Our favorite has always been the cinnamon buns and all butter loaf cake. Me personally, I've always favored the all butter loaf cake, the lemon loaf cake, milk chocolate chip cookies, and the mini iced fudge cakes. A... Continue Reading →

Her Father

Alienated, swallow, thread. She kept him alienated from her heart when she couldn't swallow his pride and claim what was his. She never asked him for anything, no money, nor to be his kid. It may not have been the best for her mom when he wasn't around, because she was the only one holding... Continue Reading →

Funerals

Funerals really aren't the best thing. Seeing everyone all upset and saying good-bye to a loved one may truly be one of the hardest things in life. As always, they are meant to be a celebration of life, and you are not to worry because he/she is going home to be with the lord, something... Continue Reading →

Pride

 Unfold, Mirror, and Genesis As I said before the way you interpret something means A LOT, especially with writing and speaking. If you are speaking with someone and they don't understand the way you are trying to say something, that's how arguments rise. Given the different definitions I come upon with each word, I create... Continue Reading →

Kids in today’s world.

Watching these kids progress as the decades go on is simply amazing. It went from back in the day uniforms and ties, the teachers were actually able to discipline the kids in a different form other than detention, and the kids were a lot more respectful. As time went on, kids begin telling teachers no,... Continue Reading →

Pollution

Everybody wants you to recycle and throw garbage in garbage cans so bad to make the world or their city look better, not realizing that either way it's pollution. Watching the garbage man come take the garbage to the truck this morning and looking at the truck chew the garbage. We're still polluting the air... Continue Reading →

Should I continue? (Free write Poem)

It was that red lipstick that caused him to insert himself into her incubator. She wasn't ready for no children, not now, nor later. But that caveman acting man loved her so differently, thinking that giving her a baby would give him more power mentally. Now it's not just herself that she's gotta make decisions... Continue Reading →

Abuse..

Women are not recognized enough for the things they go through and who they are as a person. Women should be treated like a Goddess, able to carry a small human being inside of their bodies for up to 9 months, just the thought alone of being able to bring someone else in this world... Continue Reading →

My dreams

You don't just dream something just because. Dreams are always a form of reality whether it be previous or future, the question is whether or not you choose to listen to them, premonitions as well. I recall one day sitting with my brother and sister chilling and all of a sudden I just had this... Continue Reading →

Having his baby

You guys remember that site that gives me a certain three words with a 55 word limit? This time I was given (incubate, caveman, and lipstick), and here is what I came up with thus far, continue? It was that red lipstick that caused him to insert himself into her incubater. She wasn't ready for... Continue Reading →

Marked Holidays.

Why is there a national holiday created to show love and appreciation to your lover? It should be everyday. Does it matter to you if on that one specific day your lover doesn't get you anything? What do you necessarily consider love? More like Netflix and chill. Does anybody pay attention to the fact that... Continue Reading →

Just Thinking.

Just thinking... What gave me the strength to push forward was the pain from previous situations. What made me who I am today is the things that I've been through. Who I am keeps changing because people keep taking advantage of who I've become while I'm missing who I was. It's not so much love... Continue Reading →

Last night’s dream, tomorrow’s determination.

I had a dream lastnight that lead me to speak upon the following. Your partner is supposed to be your best friend, and a reflection of you. Love is about what truly makes you happy, when you can look into his/her eyes without saying a word and feel it in your stomach. I definitely believe... Continue Reading →

My Grandma/My Mother

As you guys know, I've been dealing with a site that allows you to make a creative writing based off of the three words they give you. I guess due to me continuously entering and exiting the page, the words got messed up, but they were flush, slice, and heroine. Then they switched to flush,... Continue Reading →

My Garden (continued)

Apples can grow in a garden, but nothing grew in mine, must be watered with love in order to grow, but I kept mine so confined. Tourist were allowed to visit, but never allowed to help because each apple they picked, they ran off with, leaving me to grow by myself. Someone noticed such a... Continue Reading →

Positive Thoughts

It's really something about coffee that actually does wonders for me. I took my medicine this morning which had me very tired, but after a cup of that original Dunkin Donuts, I am back to life. Black ink crew comes on tonight! Before catching up on my shows, I haven't watched tv in almost a... Continue Reading →

Time..

In a way, I wish I never rushed to grow up. Time is such a valuable thing. Last night I was tryna hurry up to bed at age 6 cuz my tooth finally came out and the tooth fairy was gonna leave so much change under my pillow (which I don't know how I didn't... Continue Reading →

“My phone”

So again I was messing around with the website Zathom which gives you 3 words and a 55 word limit to make a poem, or short story using those words given. The three words given were crack, wallpaper, and island, so here's what I've come up with thus far..  (My phone) Life's picture is never... Continue Reading →

Being a parent

All parents aren't necessarily bad, and there are many stereotypes out there. I've watched a mother be away from her child for one hour and constantly calling the family member checking to see if everything was okay; and I've also watched a mother away from her child for about an hour getting her hair done... Continue Reading →

Today

Usually I have my coffee in the morning, but I did not expect to drive all the way through new jersey just for it, and a friend who wasn't even there. We spent all day looking for her, calling her name, calling phones, just to discover that she was where we had come from. At... Continue Reading →

The Way It Grows

So after advertising all of my work through major social media's, I've finally connected with another interesting website. The site gives you 3 words and limits you to 55 words using those 3 words they have provided for you. For example, today I was given the words " Apple, Tourist, and Garden," and here is... Continue Reading →

Snow at the wrong time?

All December we wanted snow, and here it goes all late. At first I hated snow due to the coldness, and hard transportation; but today I actually took a trip. We complain so much about the weather but it gives the best opportunities for new adventures. For example during summer when it's so hot, people... Continue Reading →

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