Having his baby

You guys remember that site that gives me a certain three words with a 55 word limit? This time I was given (incubate, caveman, and lipstick), and here is what I came up with thus far, continue? It was that red lipstick that caused him to insert himself into her incubater. She wasn't ready for... Continue Reading →

Marked Holidays.

Why is there a national holiday created to show love and appreciation to your lover? It should be everyday. Does it matter to you if on that one specific day your lover doesn't get you anything? What do you necessarily consider love? More like Netflix and chill. Does anybody pay attention to the fact that... Continue Reading →

Just Thinking.

Just thinking... What gave me the strength to push forward was the pain from previous situations. What made me who I am today is the things that I've been through. Who I am keeps changing because people keep taking advantage of who I've become while I'm missing who I was. It's not so much love... Continue Reading →

Last night’s dream, tomorrow’s determination.

I had a dream lastnight that lead me to speak upon the following. Your partner is supposed to be your best friend, and a reflection of you. Love is about what truly makes you happy, when you can look into his/her eyes without saying a word and feel it in your stomach. I definitely believe... Continue Reading →

My Grandma/My Mother

As you guys know, I've been dealing with a site that allows you to make a creative writing based off of the three words they give you. I guess due to me continuously entering and exiting the page, the words got messed up, but they were flush, slice, and heroine. Then they switched to flush,... Continue Reading →

My Garden (continued)

Apples can grow in a garden, but nothing grew in mine, must be watered with love in order to grow, but I kept mine so confined. Tourist were allowed to visit, but never allowed to help because each apple they picked, they ran off with, leaving me to grow by myself. Someone noticed such a... Continue Reading →

Positive Thoughts

It's really something about coffee that actually does wonders for me. I took my medicine this morning which had me very tired, but after a cup of that original Dunkin Donuts, I am back to life. Black ink crew comes on tonight! Before catching up on my shows, I haven't watched tv in almost a... Continue Reading →

Time..

In a way, I wish I never rushed to grow up. Time is such a valuable thing. Last night I was tryna hurry up to bed at age 6 cuz my tooth finally came out and the tooth fairy was gonna leave so much change under my pillow (which I don't know how I didn't... Continue Reading →

“My phone”

So again I was messing around with the website Zathom which gives you 3 words and a 55 word limit to make a poem, or short story using those words given. The three words given were crack, wallpaper, and island, so here's what I've come up with thus far..  (My phone) Life's picture is never... Continue Reading →

Being a parent

All parents aren't necessarily bad, and there are many stereotypes out there. I've watched a mother be away from her child for one hour and constantly calling the family member checking to see if everything was okay; and I've also watched a mother away from her child for about an hour getting her hair done... Continue Reading →

Today

Usually I have my coffee in the morning, but I did not expect to drive all the way through new jersey just for it, and a friend who wasn't even there. We spent all day looking for her, calling her name, calling phones, just to discover that she was where we had come from. At... Continue Reading →

The Way It Grows

So after advertising all of my work through major social media's, I've finally connected with another interesting website. The site gives you 3 words and limits you to 55 words using those 3 words they have provided for you. For example, today I was given the words " Apple, Tourist, and Garden," and here is... Continue Reading →

Snow at the wrong time?

All December we wanted snow, and here it goes all late. At first I hated snow due to the coldness, and hard transportation; but today I actually took a trip. We complain so much about the weather but it gives the best opportunities for new adventures. For example during summer when it's so hot, people... Continue Reading →

Dating A Girl

Morning! I am friends with many girls who date the same sex. I'd have to say that honestly on an emotional note, girls love better. It's easier for them to understand you because for the most part, ya'll go through the same pain/emotion. With some of the guys I've dealt with or even watching from... Continue Reading →

Social media to connect with loved ones?

So as I use these social medias to “connect” with friends and family, I see otherwise. I believe that families would be a lot closer with out social media and being able to be in everybody else’s business besides their own. What happened to letters and phone calls? And sending pictures via mail. You worry... Continue Reading →

Cannabis v.s Cancer

To some, Marijuana isn’t an addiction. I personally believe it’s a great medicine. My doctor actually told me to see a herbtologist. Not only does it bring a calm and mellow mood, but it brings creativity. There are those who smoke Marijuana just to do so, those who use it for medicinal purposes, and those... Continue Reading →

Being Independent

You ever keep trying and trying for something that may never happen, but for some reason you have faith even after everyone keeps telling you no? I’ve been in a situation where all though it might not be good for me at all, maybe it’s best to stay in it for a bit to learn... Continue Reading →

Walk by faith. (01/11/18)

So today was a pretty busy day. Being an adult is so very annoying. You can never sit down, it’s always something to do, something to get done. I had a doctors appointment today for my Epilepsy in which I was given another medication. Now normally I’d complain about taking so many meds and having... Continue Reading →

Free Write (Old Poem Just Finished)

I don’t ask for much. Just for the right person to listen to and understand my emotions and such. Instead of me constantly crushing and rollin’ em in a dutch. I don’t ask for much, infact, this life chose me. Who the fuck thought right here is where I’d end up to be? Out of... Continue Reading →

Another Year

Another year, Another blessing. No more stress, I’ve learned my lesson. Knowing what gets you down allows life to take control of you. A smile could hold so much back, somethings only you knew. If I frowned all day, allowing my emotions to get the best of me, I’d miss out on every great opportunity.... Continue Reading →

Understanding

Getting someone to understand you is very hard. Trying to understand someone is hard as well. You never know what they've been through that has such an inspiration on their lives today. Sometimes you can't help everybody and everything. If words don't help, maybe actions will. Since focusing on myself and being a team of... Continue Reading →

Free write

I was once told that a woman is one of the Earth's most powerful Gems to have been placed on this earth. Just the fact that they can reproduce let alone carry another human being inside of them for 9 months. Women are very valuable and should treasure, cherish, love, however you'd like to say it,... Continue Reading →

Inspiration (01/03/2018)

I thought I had it bad at first, and that the world was crumbling down on me. I've met someone with a medical condition and symptoms worst than mine, yet still continue to smile. Talk about inspiration! 2017 wasn't really my year, and being on so much medication and still having seizures doesn't help either;... Continue Reading →

Stereotypes (01/02/2018)

HAPPY NEW YEAR! When you take a step back from the world just to view what's going on around you, you'd be surprised at who and what you see. I was with a friend who was "White", as I am African American. We kept getting starred at with many stereotypes going through everyone's head. Why... Continue Reading →

Instincts (12/31)

Ever listen to your mind or body when it tells you something ain't right? Me neither. These past 3 days, my body been trying to tell me something wasn't right, what the issue was? I didn't know, but things begin to happen accordingly. Heard my dad break down to a stage that I am currently... Continue Reading →

“Stop sleeping on Plainfield”

Ankles never cold, calf muscles hella strong. Phil gon' ball all year-long. The hops this guy got is insane, with a guaranteed "swish" after that ball left his arms. Some switch sports along with the season, not my brother. Any basketball game taking place in or around Plainfield, the whole Plainfield is on his back... Continue Reading →

Being In A Relationship.

No coffee, but I've got tea and actually didn't care too much for both today. Actually trying to complete a "To-Do List", and keep you guys updated at the same time. A lot of my writing is actually mostly based on my personal life. Yesterday, and every other time I visit my Grandpa, I watch... Continue Reading →

Didn’t feel like Christmas.

Christmas was never my favorite holiday after an incident growing up. Ever since about 8 years old, I've never really had the Christmas spirit and I DEFINITELY didn't this year.  Used to snow on the ground, not this year. Where was Santa? Instead I had a seizure. Living with Epilepsy sucks and prevents you from... Continue Reading →

Nothing is better than 90's R&B anything. That 90's music, you know when Aaliyah, TLC, SWV, R.Kelly, 112, and Ginuwine come on, ESPECIALLY in your headphones, and you are singing the whole song because that's all yo momma used to play. Back in the day, people actually took time to love, to sing, to write,... Continue Reading →

Sex vs. Making Love

I always mention how I'm not a morning person each time blogging for the most part. If it is not one of the main DJ's in the house early am, then it's the kids running around or getting ready for school. Try having a room near an exit, PAIN. People coming and going sound like... Continue Reading →

Free Writing

  ( Jessica Hunter's Free Write ) With creative minds, nothing is ever finished. Something could always be added to or corrected. Sometimes when writing poems or stories, it takes me days just to get through a verse or a page. I have begun a free write poem, just something expressing my thoughts that day, and... Continue Reading →

12/12/96

(A little late posting this, had a lot going on this week.) I've never realized how much loosing someone you've never met could effect you until I sat and thought. Maybe certain things would've never happened if my Grandma was here. She was supposed to see me graduate high school, but she didn't even get... Continue Reading →

STOP BULLYING!

Monday Mornings usually tire me excessively and sometimes I can't even get outta bed. Coffee is definitely needed! Too bad I ain't have any! I got up as if I did though, it seems as though mornings without it is starting to progress faster because the determination for the money is what keeps me going.... Continue Reading →

Faith

Never loose sight of what's real, what's important because the mind is so very easily absorbent. Absorbent to lies, neglient to the truth, makes you wish you didn't rush your entire lifestyle of youth. Ambition keeps me going, and knowing I have someone to do it for. Myself that is, looking in the mirror makes... Continue Reading →

Evening!

Each morning I go outside and it's starting to get colder and colder, but still no snow. I've always known the month of December to be the month of snow and here it is mid-day and sunny. Fellas timbs or acgs this year? I was dreaming something so vivid, yet can't remember, don't you hate... Continue Reading →

Holiday Spirit!

Morning! On the days I have my coffee, I'm more awake in the start of my day, but today I woke myself up. Headphones are such a great invention, even when nothing is playing! I like my music all the way up, so I can't hear myself singing. Got a bit of exercise and sweat... Continue Reading →

Money Monday!

Rise N' Grind! Such a trashy weekend for me! Hope yours went well. I woke up this morning and that's all that matters! Money Monday has started off well, I finally got my coffee, but forgot my charger case for the day. Seems as though each time you are ahead of the game, or pack... Continue Reading →

Morning!

Morning! I HATE being woken up from my sleep, and each day it happens just before the time that I'd like to get up. The other day I was getting me some good sleep, bed to myself, head scarf falling half way off, that GOOD ol'. Was dreaming something about my mom coming to pick... Continue Reading →

So Much To Do

Morning! Ya'll know I usually have my coffee in the morning, instead it was tea. Didn't wake me up, but them nightmares from this medicine surely did. Doctor's check-up today for all that! It's National Epilepsy Awareness month! Currently still trying to find a cure and the cause of my own. As I've previously explained,... Continue Reading →

What a busy weekend!

I hope everybody's holiday was amazing. It shouldn't take for a holiday to bring family and friends together as nothing nor tomorrow is never promised. I didn't have my coffee this morning and I don't know how I am up and functioning right now due to the fact that I was up at 4am eating... Continue Reading →

Happy Thanksgiving! (Thought I posted it)

Morning! Doesn't even feel like Thanksgiving, but I am thankful! Happy Thanksgiving to all. I purposely ate light yesterday just for this day, maybe now I can gain the weight I been looking for. I haven't had my coffee in a few days, this is weird because it's not what I'm used to. Coffee wakes... Continue Reading →

I’Z MUFFUCKIN’ TIAD!

Morning! I ain't have my coffee this morning, y'all know that's a regular for me. To be honest, I'Z MUFFUCKIN TIAD! I don't know how I am wide awake this early, between medicine and lifting boxes for hours, I'm done. As I said before, working for a delivery company gives you the opportunity to see... Continue Reading →

Evening!

Evening! The smell of that Sunday dinner & breakfast being made at the same time usually wakes me up in the morning, but this morning I ain’t smell nothing. Guess that sleep was great because it was pancakes, eggs, and bacon on the table when I woke. The smell of that Sunday dinner & breakfast... Continue Reading →

Let Me Tell You!

Good Morning, I miss my mom! (header shot by Dj Bigz ) As I stated previously, work started yesterday, and I had to be up by 5:30 am. Regardless of how bad my medication took over my body, I still got up thinking that I was just doing a couple hour orientation (which I complained previously of... Continue Reading →

Morning

You ever been so determined to get something done or to have something that nothing else matters? I can't sit on my ass all day, and I can't allow someone else to provide for me, I just don't like it. I have to have my own money! Not supposed to be working, but the government... Continue Reading →

Always thinking bout somethin’

I'm always thinking about something like what happened yesterday, and what's supposed to happen tomorrow. I was going through my old pics on Facebook and ig, pictures taken with people I ain't seen since that picture was taken. LOL. High school years, who have you seen since high school ? I barely seen anyone, everyone... Continue Reading →

The Irony!

Evening, I didn't get to you guys until now because I wanted a lot to talk about. So how ya'll doing? I went to have that money talk this morning, and Friday at 7 am is my 1st day of UPS. Nothing new, I do this everyday. So there was this guy there at ups... Continue Reading →

Evening!

So I was asked to bring two forms of id tomorrow and that's what made me search for my wallet. I'm lookin' through pants pockets, washer machines, and dryers, and could not seem to find it. Calling my boyfriend got him checking in the bed and under, and he couldn't find it. I get home,... Continue Reading →

Great Morning!

Got up this morning in pain as if I had a seizure recently, body aching VERY bad, but I woke up this morning so thank you god. Being on a lot of medications daily is very stressful, as I tend to forget certain things through out the day, feel very tired, and sometimes very emotional.... Continue Reading →

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